Hello again. I am sitting here in what my brother calls "Chemo Camp" for the third day in a row. I haven't received my Benadryl via IV yet so I am cognizant enough to blog a little bit! :) I have a few things that are on my mind to blog about and I thought I'd start off with the blessings in my life. To be honest, this morning has been my worst yet. I have not been sick, per say, but I feel kind of run down. I woke up a little nauseated and didn't have much of an appetite. I really did not want to go back to "Chemo Camp" today and the thought of nine weeks of this was making me more nauseated. I know how much my attitude can play into the way I feel physically so I was trying not to let this get to me! While we were waiting for chemo to start, my brother had me think about all the good things in my life. And here is a synopsis of these things: I am a child of God, I have lots of people who love me, I have a nice warm home to go to after chemo camp, I have awesome sitters, I am educated, I have a supportive husband and circle of family/friends, I live in a country where chemo and correct diagnosis are possible, and I have hope in my Lord that this is just a season that will pass. I also feel like all of this negative attitude is holding me back for focusing on Him.
Other than all of the blessings in my life, I thought I'd mention of few of the other goodies I have received. I would hate to leave anyone out! I don't think those of you that have given me gifts would care either way, but I thought I'd represent the things that have lifted my spirit. I am very appreciative of all the support and love that you have provided me. I feel all of the prayers and I know that He is before me, beside me, and behind me. I cannot express what each and everyone on you mean to me and my family. I pray that God blesses your life and provides you with the same love and support that I have received throughout your lives. He is capable of all things!
"For nothing is impossible with God" Luke 1:37
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